| its been a while xanga... i can't stop crying. i cry at least once every day now. it used to only be once a month but now its every day. I'm unhappy and i'm not completely sure why. I feel like i have no one to talk to ... I feel so sad all the time. even if someone is trying to cheer me up... i can't help bu just feel so sad. I dont know why i feel this way. in my last post i cried out for help... "come see me please!" but no response... to me that said a lot about who i thought my friends were. idk where i am in my life, but if i could change anything... i would never be alone again. i am always alone in this house... with nothing to do and no one to talk to. maybe thats why im so sad ... and i dont like this ... but idk how to make it go away... I'm not asking for your pitty and im not asking you to feel sorry fo me. so please dont respond to this ... just know that im not content with where i am. if you feel like praying then do that ... but i dont care any more. |
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| i want to h ighly recomend this movie : The Last Kiss yes its a Zack Braff film, but that not the only reason why i like it so much. its a great story! The acting is great, the music is great, its just an all around good movie which is pretty rare to fine these days. SO you should definantly check it out if you get the chance. PS: I miss you guys. its summer. please come see me. New bern really isnt that far away and the trip realy dosent take as much gas as you may think.i just really miss beach trip fridays and hanging out like last summer. so please call me! lets work somthing out, cause i miss yall! |
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| "Gravity ... its workin' against me. oh and Gravity... stay the hell away from me... " -John Mayer |
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| ...and i will lift my hands, for you are who you are n o mather where i am, and every tear i cry you hold in your hands, you never left my side, And though my heart is torn... ... I will praise you in this storm... |
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| I like the Fray ... ... But i love the Fray Live!!!! |
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